bad feelings post! nice!

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i decided to make a post after all talking abt feelings etc... lately i have been feeling rly lonely on twit like i'm left out and no one really wants to talk to me?? rationally i know that's not true but every time i open twit i feel like i've shown up to a party i wasn't invited to and it's super awkward n bad n yesterday was even worse bc v day. i'm tired of being alone all the time lol ! and i feel like i've been growing apart from bff which doesn't necessarily bother me bc i've felt that for a while i just feel like i'm doing them wrong by not trying harder ? idk. after all this time meme ppl seem to be the only ppl i feel truly comfortable with on twit n maybe it's bc we're still close even after changing fandoms n stuff. i mean not all meme ppl on my tlist lmfao but you know.. 

the ontd question in every post is my favorite meme so

have you ever gone to a party you weren't invited to, fastandslow?

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oh bff mentioned in this post is irl bff just to clarify

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i ttly understand you. thats how i felt before i took that long twit break. somehow twitter can really destroy your soul. its like always being surrounded by people but none of them give a fuck so its so damn lonely. now that i have my "new" account and i literally only have 4 real people following me its a lot nicer tbh. esp with 3 of them are people ive known for literal years lol. altho this is not really me recommending "CUT EVERYONE FROM YOUR LIFE!" or anything, just offering hope that....its possible to make twit a comfy place again if you want? i guess. OR AT LEAST: i know how you feel and i validate u and i will do my best to make sure you do not feel lonely by replying twice to every tweet. keke. who knew that meme would turn out to be a place of enduring friendships. altho for me its just you + min + my other friend, i lost touch with everyone else. OH AND SHEEP but she is not around much anymore on tumblr :(

ive never actually been invited to a party at all lmao. ok maybe like, two or three in HS but they were silly like birthday parties or lame graduation parties where the parents were still around supervising and stuff u know so not like PARTY parties. but i have also never gone to a party on my own volition either. but my social networks are a nonstop party and u are always invited.