bad feelings post! nice!

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i decided to make a post after all talking abt feelings etc... lately i have been feeling rly lonely on twit like i'm left out and no one really wants to talk to me?? rationally i know that's not true but every time i open twit i feel like i've shown up to a party i wasn't invited to and it's super awkward n bad n yesterday was even worse bc v day. i'm tired of being alone all the time lol ! and i feel like i've been growing apart from bff which doesn't necessarily bother me bc i've felt that for a while i just feel like i'm doing them wrong by not trying harder ? idk. after all this time meme ppl seem to be the only ppl i feel truly comfortable with on twit n maybe it's bc we're still close even after changing fandoms n stuff. i mean not all meme ppl on my tlist lmfao but you know.. 

the ontd question in every post is my favorite meme so

have you ever gone to a party you weren't invited to, fastandslow?